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Don't Worry About Me

by Space Tan

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1.
Shut Up 02:52
I can't make sense of anything We were a palatable substance We were a thing that used to make me feel alive Before I knew that I could never really feel alive cuz I found later really nothing Mattered not to me at least anyway And everything in me's screaming "it's okay" But I can never trust me The guy from last night just won't shut up about his feelings The guy from right now just wants to stare up at the ceiling But neither wants to listen to anything I'm saying So I will never trust a mirror person again Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Enough is enough, just let me go If it sounds like I'm talking about you If it sounds like the warnings are coming true I just started doubting everything I've done Little pieces of the truth inside a song I used to call it my religion But I don't really think I have one anymore Been pulling teeth just to meet the quota Keeping up with my friends, looking up to Lola Tried Just twist it up and turn it into something But all that comes out is, "It hurts, it hurts, it hurts" Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up Enough is enough, just let me go If it sounds like I'm singing about you If it sounds like the warnings are clipping through I can't make sense of anything
2.
No, I'm never gonna sleep again I'll be lucky wide awake for my whole life If you want But I never want me dreaming again I need things to opt in for a change It's too hard Waiting for the colors to change Watching all the patterns waining I've been trying to allow myself To make interpretations of the things I see That help me And pay mind to what opens my eyes I'm tired of being a victim to such simple things It's easy If you really want it to be I'm not sure I want to change Whatever I want must be Whatever I need must be Whatever I see must be Whatever I came for Maybe I'm done thinking about it Sure enough they'll come and take my place They'll come to take me in the night one of these days I promise They're gonna prove that all my words are wrong With their language and their talent And their youthful songs about me Waning, waiting, dying Trying hard not to be scared of what I am Must be whatever I can do To prove that I'm just a man Too sick to stick to their plan Honestly, all that I want must be Whatever I need must be whatever I see must be Whatever I came for maybe I'm Done thinking about it now
3.
Continental 03:06
How How does it feel To be so awfully complete That you call your mom every week honestly How What is it like To know yourself so well within your prime I used to wanna be like you To walk and smoke like you but Sentimental shifts divide us Into separate drifting islands Once I think I met the lord And he took some time to sit And fill me in on her grand cosmis plan But then I went home And I got so high that I forgot it all I used to wanna be like you To walk and smoke like you but Continental shifts divide us Into separate drifting islands If we're supposed to be together Well, I don't know if it's worth the gold And if it wasn't for this modern weather I'd come over more And it hurts, it hurts This spinning mess It hurts, it hurts The holy lense It hurts, it hurts The running clock That hangs itself up on the wall And it hurts, it hurts My bank account It hurts, it hurts The atom bomb It hurts, it hurts This well we found That I still wish had just let us all drown
4.
Now, I have never seen the future But I am sure that there is something talking back Its voice has got me believing In delusions that trace back to easy minds And no, there's probably nothing better Honey, than the sound this air can make But I think I see us leaving It's only common sense I thought that I could fix it I could fix it I could fix it I thought that I would be able to turn my back Walk it off somehow But it's still there, my head still hurts It still reminds me of before My eyes hit the floor and stayed there This life has got me reeling Cheating, breaking my own back It's only later in the early Hours that I see I've met my match In unbelievable catastrophes That shakes me down to Rubble on a track That only leads me to conclusions Ending in question marks Ending in question marks Ending in question marks Ending in question marks That are so invincible now Sent to take me down, down, down
5.
Garbage Song 03:38
I stared with my eyes wide open When you opened the machine in your head And I saw the light Or at least I think it was a light You can never be too sure I've got pretty bad eyesight The death is inside me I am the black hole in my body I went to the store And stared at cereal boes for like twenty minutes And I didn't know If I even had the right to say that I needed you But I needed you And I thought to call you up just to let you know I'm so shy it's had to tell if I'm even home And I felt shameful hiding behind closed doors Like some god damn gremlin A 27 year old gremlin with some teenage problems I am shoe in for a coffin full of longing I stared with my mind wide open When you opened the door and I saw your face And I thought wow, now that's a face Baby don't you try and comfort me Don't you know I'm unfixable I accept my lot in this life gleefully, undoubtedly Like some schmuck pushing a boulder up a hill Or some schmuck staring a shadows on a wall in a cave I don't care I just want the you and me to work out Nothing takes me out of this world full of garbage Nothing takes me out of my self medicated madness Nothing will stray me from this path of whatever I've become No, nothing can stop us now That we are metal in the flesh Full of hunger and obsessed With the nothing in our hearts There is nothing in our soul There is nothing in my spirit Except you So there's that
6.
All alone by the telephone Where what I need is a mystery Days go by so restlessly That I take my time with each And it takes me by surprise When it makes me feel alive Waiting for something else to bring Peace to my own corner of the brink All my friends seem to get it right Well, I just want rest Or something else But she makes it feel alright When she picks apart my mind Yeah she breaks me with those wide eyes So damn lovely that they Tear me up inside Grinding days while the pressure builds I can’t keep up while my mind’s so still Losing way to get rid of me While she still seems so And the weight keeps pushing down Taking over every sound Yeah it washes over my needs While its colors all surround me Yeah she breaks me with those wide eyes So damn lovely that they tear me up inside
7.
Watching 03:06
You've got a light inside your eyes That keeps me wondering to you Light the waves to the shore or, I don't know You've got a light inside your eyes That keeps me gandering at you Like a moth to a flame or Something dumb like that You came and woke me, broke me up These changes last and draw a map to A little light Inside your mind that twists and breaks my stupid doubt And turns it into something wonderful Like keeping time or a third harmony Or that feeling that you get When you wake up in a morning that you've seen before I'm wide awake and watching you No tv's gonna tell the truth There's nothing better than your touch There's something happening to us Shave me down and brand your name onto my ass I'll be your property Your very bestest friend Tie me down or shackle me I'll never leave so what is really the difference Are you listening Cuz I'm listening
8.
Souless I stare at the window Hoping time passes without me noticing This year has been tough on me Slow down, start from the begining Take me back to days that remind me of a life Where nothing could matter I am tired of the rat race I'm giving up my conviction I'm letting go of something Far too vague to speak of I just wanna grow old and die Please give me my life back How is this supposed to keep moving When the weight is burying our kids We need their light to power our cities I am taking up a murderous route I'm putting my own body down This earth was made for battle But I was built too tender Do you just wanna grow old and die And turn our lives into one Like it matters Like it matters
9.
All My Life 02:36
Something awful calls my name From places I have never ever craved It's crawling up and down my spine It takes control of something in my head Through all my life I've seen my final resting place Within a mirror lying to my face I called her before it went black Mom, look, I'm doing it, I'm breaking my back Through all my life All my life All my life All my life All my life Something else is calling me From places I have never ever seen
10.
Atrophy 01:55
I can't sleep like I used to do I can't dream like a book or talk to you I saw the sun today and it amazed me, it amazed me I would've left so long ago Turn my back on this, let it lose control So I said thank you I said thank you I said thank you Back in the mirror and I'm looking thin I've given in to the belief that it will Never be okay again So just leave me where my body is And let it go to atrophy because I don't feel like a sun anymore More like a black hole with bad eyesight And death on his breath And death on his breath And death on his breath And death on his breath
11.
Take everything I say With a boulder of salt or a pile of bodies It isn't fair How I turn to dust when she's around me Oh no Nothing changes in this town Made up of the same faces I drown in a pool of my own arrogance Or it might be the booze Yeah, that's probably right I can't go on like this It's all a waste of time I throw My hands up and admit defeat against the scenery With everything I hear The game changes I was not prepared to feel So redundant in my early years When it's all breathing down on me I just wanna feel your body on my body baby I even made us a website Isn't that neat I can't go on like this It's all a waste of time I throw Up behind the shed And hope that no one heard it In the back of my mind I know it's wrong but I keep trying Cuz I cant stay down even though it leaves me crying And im in love, i will fight the evil patriarchy with you And let them drown in industry No, nothing's gone It's just all been rearranged This world is new And that is good Cuz I was hoping for a change
12.
We sleep late and both age at the same rate We are free within our realm of possibility Each day I feel like this will be forever Each day I change just a little bit Let's ignore our responsibilities Let's do away with any company Let's move away to north Alaska where we Can sit and bullshit till we die of old age Let's make it easy for ourselves And take it east on ourselves Let's make it easy for our dying cells And take it easy on ourselves Never afraid of any haters with ill words We're just too dope, and way sicker than their songs And when I look at us so high above them It's then I know just what I really want Let's do away with both our birthdays And celebrate a brand new date One of love, life, and empathy What you want, what I want Will never be so different Where you are, where I am Will never be so different

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released February 21, 2020

Drums recorded at Estuary and Jumping Dog Studios
Everything else recorded at home
Mixed by Gianni Sarmiento
Mastered by Kevin Butler

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