1. |
Changes
02:36
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Some twenty years old
And tired sick
As painful as it is I've watched
The gears move
You are not alone in this
we are not alone in this
It changes
Please, don't break me out
I don't make sense anymore
We don't make sense anymore
You are not alone in this
We are not alone in this
I am not alone in this
We are not alone in this
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2. |
Isolation
02:49
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Still alive
But I can't tell what they're saying
We can't trust in no one anymore
This city looks like smiling teeth
Waking up doesn't matter
If you don't know how to live
Wasting my body
This is so easy
We all live here
We deserve this
In all
In all the time that I've been given
I've seen nothing stand
On its own
I think I should help but I can't feel a thing down here
I think I should help but I can't feel a thing down here
Behind these walls
(We can't trust in no one anymore)
Behind these walls
(This city looks like smiling teeth)
Behind these walls
(Waking up doesn't matter
If you don't know how to live)
Behind these walls
(I think I should help but I can't feel a thing down here)
Behind these walls
(I think I should help but I can't feel a thing down here)
Behind these walls
Behind these walls
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3. |
Summer Song
03:32
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Sun's been after me these days
In Texas summer losing my breath
Harsh and punishing, for 1000 days I
Always wanna scream
Death comes at my door and asks
For the kid with nothing left
Ancient and in debt, for 1000 years I
Get what I deserve
Sun's been after me these days
In Texas summer losing my breath
Harsh and punishing, for 1000 days I
Always wanna scream
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4. |
As Close As I Can
02:44
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As close as I can
As close as I can
Without your power, your light, your fears
There isn't anything here
Go on and change our minds
There is no plan
We have broken from the hive
Simple, young and happy
Just like my mother would want
Standing still under the same sun
As close as I can
As close as I can
Without your power, your light, your fears
There isn't anything here
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5. |
A Mushroom Kingdom
03:46
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I may be lying when I say I do not miss you when you're gone
But I still love you
Yeah I still need you and your words and all your clothes
And all the things that are beneath you
I listened to our record on our way back from a state I do
Not know too much about
I thought that I was ready for the sounds but really
I just wanted to you to laugh out loud
I really believed I had made my way back home
But really, who knows if that's ever gonna come
We were just visiting then
We were just visiting then
Most days I just sit around and dream of something that
I think may be worth working for
I spend my hours on a screen that may be where we are all headed
Or are moving towards
And without silence or a sound, I am left wading in the middle
Of a great unseen
Monument that shakes the dust and forgets anyone of us was ever clean
I really thought I was so close to something else
But really, who knows if there's anything in there
We were just visiting then
We were just visiting then
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6. |
All I See
03:27
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Then my mind checks out
Dead without a doubt
Overwhelmed by all the little sounds
Letting time pass by
Is mostly what I do
It's mostly who I am
All I see
Just static on a screen
Empty of anything
I'm so far off the track
It's been so long since I last tried
I don't think that I could realign
It turns to boredom
It turns to anger
I am its captive
A native after all
All I see
Just static on a screen
empty of anything
All I need
Some kind of company
I'll never believe in
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7. |
Sucker
04:33
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On my knees
At the temple doors I weep
Sold my soul so long ago
To a demon I don't know
And what do I have to show for it?
A fiber connection and emptiness
Impossible to know if it was worth it
If I don't get to try again
Oh, the years all keep piling on
But these days I just stay at home
Every day is a new one
And I stay the old one
I have friends in spades
My heart melts all day
Don't know what to say
I'm a sucker for what you have got
If you sell to me, I'm your man
Little moments come
I forget the worst
I'm at peace at last
It's the little things
Wish they were bigger things
I think it would hurt less
On my bed I stare at the ceiling fan
For at least twenty minutes a day
Or the wall instead
Just something steady there to keep me sane
Called you up just the other day to hear your voice
Glad you're doing fine in these strange times, glad you have a choice
It's unfair and it's ugly and it hurts
You are there, I am here
It's the worst
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8. |
Superficial
02:34
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Invited nowhere I am
So superficial I am
So fucking scared I am
Always scared I am
Not my proudest work I am
Not my proudest work I am
Not my proudest work
I am not
I am not
I am not
I am not
I'm never gonna leave the house
I don't wanna live, don't wanna die
I'm a trash bag blowing in the wind
I am beautiful
I'm beautiful
I'm beautiful
I'm beautiful
Like a hermit I am
Never moving I am
So superficial I am
Always tired I am
A work in progress I am
A work in progress I am
A work in progress
I am not
I am not
I am not
I am not
I'm never gonna leave the house
I don't wanna live, don't wanna die
I'm a trash bag blowing in the wind
I am beautiful
I'm beautiful
I'm beautiful
I'm beautiful
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9. |
Consume
02:10
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I wanna tear out all the corporations from my skin
And live a forest life away from all this obvious sin
I think you're evil
I think you're all so fucking evil
Let go of the currency that you put value in
And carry all my doubts behind some great god awful grin
I'm clocking in
And taking it with me where ever I go
I'm never leaving it at home
Cuz home is just a construct
That I'm taking back
And love's just an economy
And it's getting away from me
I wanna fight it, fight it, fight it
With all the energy I don't have
With all the weight that I carry on my back
I'm only human I think
And I bet that's not the only lie they sold me
Filling out scraps of paper
Alone, waiting in lines
The beast says, "Take a number"
While it's taking over
Meanwhile, I'm so excited for the sun to leave
Cuz I get so sad in the heat
Consume
Consume
Consume
Consume
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10. |
On Second Thought
04:21
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I guess we're pretty lucky
If I really stop to think about it
Please stop with the questions
It's nothing
Really nothing
Empty handed words
Carry me away to someone I once thought
I might wanna be
But it's gotten so far away from me
Getting kicked again
In my glass shins
I'm nothing in this path
That I picked myself
Taking steps so slow
It's turning me to sand
And I can't stand
On my own no more
Once turned to dust
It takes its hold
Oh no
It shows
And weighs on me like diamonds
And now I know
There's nothing I can say to
Slow it down
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